1.13.2010

Bella is now our Guardian Angel

I am truly devastated at the loss of Bella Renae, as we all are. She was taken from us all too soon. She was the most most precious being Ryon and Maryann created and was the most loved baby by so many. She fought so hard to stay here with us, but God must have had an awesome plan for her NOW. There have been numerous prayers for Bella and the family, along with donations sent to Maryann and Ryon and I (Tammy, Maryann's sister) want to genuinely thank you all for your support. We all hung onto hope and faith that Bella would miraculously recover from her illness. Unfortunately we are now left with broken hearts, left to grieve her loss and I just am left to wonder what an amazing girl she would have been. I am left to think about all the fun I was looking forward to having with her and what an amazing young lady she would have gone onto become. I feel as all the dreams I had for her have been shattered. I don't think I will ever get over this loss, though as time passes it will ease all of our pain and suffering. I ask for your continued prayers and support as we try to make sense of this tragedy. I love Maryann and Ryon so much and wish there was something I could do to take away their pain. They have the most amazing relationship.I don't think I have seen a more loving couple- one that was truly looking forward to having this child, their princess. We all share in their grief. Having had three healthy children I can only imagine what it would be like to lose a child, and the thought of that is just heartbreaking! I hope that as time passes on, after Maryann and Ryon have had time to grieve over their firstborn, they will go onto to create more children as beautiful as our sweet Bella Renae. They are both wonderful caring people inside and out and I want nothing more for them to be blessed with healthy children in the near future. There is nothing more valuable than that, as I see now. So our Sweet Bella Renae is now our Angel of God. She has earned her wings and will be watching over us forever and always. I will miss her forever, but she is in my heart always. Tammy (Maryann's sister, Bella's aunt)

2 comments:

  1. This is from Elaina and Mac, we live next door to Terry and Bill. We are so sorry to hear about losing dear Bella. It is devestating to loss a loved one, but more so when it involves a child. We hope you can take solace in knowing that Bella was deeply loved while she blessed you and your family with her presence. If you need anything at all, please feel free to let Terry know and we would be more than happy to assist. My prayers to you and Ryon.

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  2. I am so sorry for the loss of this precious little baby girl. No one will ever understand why this beautiful little human came in and blessed your life for such a short time. She will always be your little shining star above, shining her light down on you. I pray that her light helps your hearts heal from this tremendous pain, and to always remember she would never want her family to be in pain. With my deepest sympathies~Mandi Carrasco

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