Today we would be celebrating your 1 month birthday. Daddy and I decided to go to the DMV to get license plates to let you know how much we love you. Daddy got bella143 (143 meaning I love you) and mommy got 143bella. We cant wait to get them in the mail! Afterwards I went to your gravesite, it was so painful to talk to you and you not be there...I know you heard my cries and I got your message when i got back in the car and looked at my phone the time was 1:43.. you made me smile. It was so hard coming back home to an empty house... I just want to hear your coos and cries. I miss you and love you more than words can say and I pray that you give daddy and I the strength to go on...
Love you ALWAYS!
BTW we are supposed to get some ice and snow tonight-I hope the pink blanket thats in there with you along with your bears will keep you nice and cozy! :)